Monday, February 9, 2009
The battle within
The fight within ourselves is the hardest fight to win.We know what it is that we want and know exactly what we have to do to get there. The only problem is that there is always something else there that we want as well even though we know it's not the best thing for us but as much as we try to push it away it always comes back. It's hard hard to control it and it eats you up inside to where it hurts in a sense maybe thats an exaggeration but it's just how i feel. The goal that we are striving for as sooo important to us and we have been looking forward to this opportunity almost are whole lives and would not want anything to get in the way of it or stop it from happening. But then that other half that comes out somehow and we act in a way that is not us at all and it takes over and turns us into somebody we don't like and someone we don't want to become but in the moment you really could care less because your fulfilling that other half and you keep the other team in the fight until you finally have to step up your game and win the righteous war within us that we fight everyday and stay true to ourselves and realize what really matters.